Monday, January 29, 2018
Sorry for the long time in between writings.
I am exhausted and in pain. All I want to do is sleep, but the pain keeps me awake.
But I keep working! I have to or I will not get paid and I will become homeless. Downward slide.
Will inform you of interesting updates in the coming days.
Thank you all for staying with me.
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
This place has changed me.
I am defensive.
But I am not as manipulative as my coworkers. They are not nice, they do not play fair, and they do not stop.
One of the women whose office I cover is evil.
Recently, while covering her office, her memory stick called out with a blinking light.
I viewed the files. Please understand that I have no intention to do anything sinister with the information. In this situation, this information is power. What kind of power, I do not know.
-She is attending school for a Master’s degree. The quality of her papers leaves much to be desired. Evil Nurse Belle wrote several recommendations. Those two are thick as thieves.
-She is having financial problems. She is behind on her children’s tuition. She claims to be financially responsible for a deceased sister’s children. She wrote a letter to the director of the hospital for a raise outside the provisions of the contract.
I do not know what to do with this information, other than keep it to myself. It provides me with some insight into this woman’s situation. But my insight is often misplaced. Does it follow that her desperation for money will make her do something bad to me?